Today I decide to type this article in English. Ya, just because I am down and want to say some gopssips about others. I know clearly that those people will lazy to read a lot of alphabets that make them so dizzy. Am I right? :))
Just wanna tell you all that today I really in bad mood. Really. All the days I was thinking about how to type this article in perfect English and also in right grammar. I admit that my English really poor. Shit. However I decide to improve my English level by reading English novel. And of coarse, I choose the Twilight saga. :)) Damn nice. You must go and have a read too. Besides, you must go and see the Twilight saga's movie. Oh my god! Robert Pattinson who acts as Edward is damn handsome and nice! He has a too perfect face, musical voice, romantic and so on. :)) I fall in love with him. xD
Well, I really can't force myself to like him. Just usual like but not the love ok? Don't think too much=.= He is a guy, younger than me, always pretend himself, and always says that there was nobody can know what was in his mind. Actually, I know it well. However, his style makes me so uncomfortable and I keep myself away from chatting with him. Chat with him is really bore. Oh ya, but he has his strong point. However that was the only one strong point which I can found from him. futhermore, he always says other childish and make me fell strongly that he is the person who most babyhood=.= In short, I have my wrong also because I am now criticise him and say bad words about him. Am I right? xD
Don't talk about him again. It just make me disgusting. Today I think many things. Many until I think while I am cutting the vegetable, bathing, and watering the grass. I try to keep myself clear-headed. It was hot today. I wear a cotton T-shirt which has the word: I ❤ LIFE. The word is really ridiculous. I whisper to myself: what actually FRIENDSHIP is? I think I get the answer from a friend message today. Well, it is extremely hurt for me to accept those words. Those wrods jus cut into my heart like a sharp knife. I always keep myself away from the knife. Again and again. It is no use. What is the turth is he just keeps to hurt me again and again, with those cruel and brutal words. I always tell myself that it is never mind, forget it, forget it. I think I am extremely a good and soft-hearted person. But now, What I can realise is I must be strong to fight against those words and pretend not to sad. I must always wear the mask and try to smile with eveyone as I could. Obviously, it is a big project, right?
I am fortunately that I meet Jing Wen, Larkie, Peter Wong, Siew Yoek, Jamie, Yee Gi, Shun Shang, Xing Heng, Kawee and my dear cousins. they let me know what the true friendships is. We face harship, sadness, happiness, challenge together. We solve the problems together; We encourage each other; We laugh together; We cry together and so on. I am glad I have the accompany from you all. You are my support. It is the lot. We meet, so we must cherish each other. I love you all and cherigh you all. I hope you all also treat me like that in the way I treat you all. Just wanna say Thank You my dear friends.
That is all what I think throughout today. I know: Tomorrow will always better :))
Just wanna tell you all that today I really in bad mood. Really. All the days I was thinking about how to type this article in perfect English and also in right grammar. I admit that my English really poor. Shit. However I decide to improve my English level by reading English novel. And of coarse, I choose the Twilight saga. :)) Damn nice. You must go and have a read too. Besides, you must go and see the Twilight saga's movie. Oh my god! Robert Pattinson who acts as Edward is damn handsome and nice! He has a too perfect face, musical voice, romantic and so on. :)) I fall in love with him. xD
Well, I really can't force myself to like him. Just usual like but not the love ok? Don't think too much=.= He is a guy, younger than me, always pretend himself, and always says that there was nobody can know what was in his mind. Actually, I know it well. However, his style makes me so uncomfortable and I keep myself away from chatting with him. Chat with him is really bore. Oh ya, but he has his strong point. However that was the only one strong point which I can found from him. futhermore, he always says other childish and make me fell strongly that he is the person who most babyhood=.= In short, I have my wrong also because I am now criticise him and say bad words about him. Am I right? xD
Don't talk about him again. It just make me disgusting. Today I think many things. Many until I think while I am cutting the vegetable, bathing, and watering the grass. I try to keep myself clear-headed. It was hot today. I wear a cotton T-shirt which has the word: I ❤ LIFE. The word is really ridiculous. I whisper to myself: what actually FRIENDSHIP is? I think I get the answer from a friend message today. Well, it is extremely hurt for me to accept those words. Those wrods jus cut into my heart like a sharp knife. I always keep myself away from the knife. Again and again. It is no use. What is the turth is he just keeps to hurt me again and again, with those cruel and brutal words. I always tell myself that it is never mind, forget it, forget it. I think I am extremely a good and soft-hearted person. But now, What I can realise is I must be strong to fight against those words and pretend not to sad. I must always wear the mask and try to smile with eveyone as I could. Obviously, it is a big project, right?
I am fortunately that I meet Jing Wen, Larkie, Peter Wong, Siew Yoek, Jamie, Yee Gi, Shun Shang, Xing Heng, Kawee and my dear cousins. they let me know what the true friendships is. We face harship, sadness, happiness, challenge together. We solve the problems together; We encourage each other; We laugh together; We cry together and so on. I am glad I have the accompany from you all. You are my support. It is the lot. We meet, so we must cherish each other. I love you all and cherigh you all. I hope you all also treat me like that in the way I treat you all. Just wanna say Thank You my dear friends.
That is all what I think throughout today. I know: Tomorrow will always better :))
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