搞什么==
你们一个两个陷害我.
早早就pakat起来欺负我的==
什么嘛.
真是的T^T
开心了咯我要做多多工了T^T


今天国语lisan.
哇哩叻紧张到我啊啊啊啊.
我咯三八的.
想要早早settle完全部东西.
就自告奋勇的举手跟老师说我bentang第二章的novel.
在朋友面前讲的时候语无伦次很多下==
falah一直在哪里跟我说错了错了弄到我很乱.
结果最后还是顺利的完成.
就是kefasihan还有tatabahasa不好==
因为我说说一下就erm...啊....erm所以不够fasih.
然后我说dia punya kawan 所以tatabahasa就扣分了.
isi就很多xD
朋友一直暗笑.
什么嘛我真的很紧张xD


今天也是很兴奋的在那里倒数过年.
还有三十天哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.
多三十四天我生日哈哈哈哈.
25号上云顶看烟花哈哈哈哈.
开心:)
到时候就找larkie去yam茶~


又把一些照片改了放上来咯xD
这些都是假期里拍的.
穿校服的是上个礼拜三还没剪头发时拍的xD


最喜欢第一张的感觉^^


下线了xD

乱

有时真的很无奈.
上学就上学.
请不要穿到哪个内衣带掉出来.
很不雅观.
又不是去选美还是钓男人.
很恶心.
可能我发表这个意见会射到很多人吧.
没管那么多了.
要不爽就不爽吧.我不认为我有错.


学校是上学的地方.
要穿像个学生样.


朋友是支持你的人物.
不是你要喊就来不要就丢掉的东西.
不要老是一下子排斥朋友一下又跟朋友好回.
这样的友情很搞笑.


而被伤害的那一方,奉劝你们可以及早擦亮眼睛甩了这种朋友.
老是被利用不会觉得可悲吗?
真正的友情时不会这样的.
既然都变质了那还有什么理由要去挽回变质的友情呢?
时间可以证明一切的.
友情也是一样.
经过了那么多时间如果还是老样子.
问题出在哪里?
自己好好想想.


而每次伤害别人的那一方.
不会觉得惭愧和好笑吗?
用完就丢.
朋友对你来说到底是长什么样子的?


我没有指名道姓.
不要对号入座哦.


华文课本的第一课.
我也想了很多.
才发现为什么他也会想到我.哈哈
因为我们的友情就是如此甘甜^^


我自从知道那一件事情之后.
每次都在反省到底自己是不是真的很拽很嚣张.
我已经学习低调了.
而我也会做到最好最好.
不然成绩好的话被讨厌又有什么用?


心寒中.
对于那件事的看法.
我真的觉得很无聊很白痴.
那么得空去搞这种名堂来伤人.
不会去做其他事情吗?
六点口德吧.
opps...我也是在骂着别人呢.(笑)


我的性格.
可以说不要就是不要.
对于某些事情请不要强逼我好吗?
不给就不给了.
怎么还要用这种语气说话?
我不爽的是你的语气.
你大可不必这样说的.
而你,把我昨天整天的心情搞砸.


很久没写部落了.
没心情也没时间也不知道要写什么.
看着大家的心情日志.
我也很想像他们那样把不满,不爽,爱,恨全部写出来.
我做不到.
或许渐渐长大了,不想这样任性吧...
因为写了我会想了很多,然后下场就是按backspace删到完.
怕伤到别人.
怕惹到事情.
因为我怕死吧哈哈哈.


友情,变质了然后心痛下,然后算了.
爱情,受伤了然后痛哭下,然后算了.
亲情,习惯了然后纳闷下,然后算了.
学业,努力了然后加油下,然后算了.
人缘,耍宝了然后白痴下,然后算了.
品行,培养了然后没用下,然后算了.


我就是这样.颓废.什么都算了.


期待新年的到来.
非常无比超级兴奋的我很白痴的在屋里节时一直跳水母舞.
手在那里一直飘飘.
嘴巴就一直吵吵吵.
很兴奋的告诉马来朋友新年还有一个月就到了.
重点就是可以穿新衣!
哈哈哈哈开心死掉了啦我.
然后我就一直重复说可以穿新衣.
我的马来朋友就叫我穿了拍照给她们看.
哈哈哈哈哈哈.


在玩着城市餐厅.
结果我钱不够用.
快点存钱然后就装修美美~


照片集里还有很多照片没改==
痛苦的咯==
先上传一张,也就是最上面的那张啦xD
这是我在假期时去sabah玩耍时拍的^^


下线去了.
功课还没做xD

反省

我不知道要如何面对这一切.到底要如何才能做到最完美的那一位?那时,我跟你的互动,让我一度认为我跟你没事了.我一直以来都知道我背后流传着什么.真的,那一天,我真的以为我们没事了.可是为什么到头来还是一样.是你没变,还是我?朋友两个字,对我来说,好抽象.听到事实时表情难免会难看.但是朋友,真的有必要这样吗?我真的那么糟糕吗?或许吧.或许我真的很讨人厌.我问老婆会不会讨厌我,老婆说不会.看到老婆的信息时真的很感动.昨天冲凉时想了好多好多,一踏出冲凉房就马上哭了起来.好伤心.一路的风风雨雨,从何时算起?我已经尝试过了.我努力过了.到头来还是不被接受.我一度以为我转校了,会留下美好的回忆.不,是良好的印象.原来,这一切都没变.可能,我真的需要反省吧.新的一年开始了,我却开心不起.我,很无助.好朋友都到外面玩疯了才回家.喝酒,跑pub;喝醉,夜归.而我呢?我真的觉得,心里面住着两个不同的我.开始分生.一个懦弱,好心肠,乐观;一个恨疯全世界,坏心肠,悲观.有时候,两个我同时出现,真的好累.不敢找朋友诉说.因为不想让他们担心.哦不,忘了,应该没人会担心吧.苦笑.我会自我反省的.因为自己的缺点多的很,优点找不到几个.真的不敢再去相信人.现在对每个人都警戒.神经很紧绷.快疯了.全掉了.真的累了.消失了.哭了.谁想起我了?

上KL玩啊啊啊^^

20上来kl鸟~

很开心咯哇哈哈哈~

因为可以看到傻婆表妹啊哈哈哈哈XD

住她们的家哈哈哈开心死

一大早起来扮美美

然后就去居銮载外婆

然后就去吃早餐

跟三姨他们一起吃

吃皇帝面啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!(激动)好吃到~~~~

接着就去载阿凯gorgor

阿凯gorgor要回kl读书(大学)就tompang我们的车咯~省车票mia~

你知道吗?我们的行旅箱是重到~~~~~~~那个tayar直接扁掉咯

几怕爆胎哦因为还有两个重量级人物坐在车上wor xD(外婆和我弟弟)

去到kl时很兴奋啊啊啊啊啊!因为我整一年多没有来了T^T

先去小妹姐姐家吃东西, 在puchong

哇咔咔不错吃一下

接着就载阿凯gorgor去TS搭monoral

然后我们就去ee ling家鸟~~~~~哈哈哈xD

去到时她对我很冷淡T^T

那么久没见对我那么冷淡T^T害我很伤心两三下T^T

后来wenwen也打球比赛回来鸟~拿第一啊啊啊^^

厉害叻~炫耀一下我有那么厉害的表姐xD

啊哈哈因为当天去到家里时已经满迟了, 没有时间去走街了

所以就决定晚上去kepong的夜市

eeling没去T^T因为我下午弄她生气

wenwen驾车wor(我终于体会到eeling的感受了)xD

后来要找parking时遇到很大的困难

那个小巷很窄, 左边一个大洞接去longkang, 右边一辆车park到外面外面出来

我们的车进退两难

差一点跌longkang, 恐怖到~~~~~

后来就没办法, 因为wenwen经验不足嘛, 就换二姨驾咯

好在平安的过掉那个大洞, 呼~

夜市很多东西看诶^^兴奋~

衣服也很多, 玲琅满目就是啦

东西也是很好吃

我们的晚餐吃laksa, 好吃到~~~~~~~炫耀一下xD

有一个小吃叫做[阿里山正宗炸鸡排]大概是这样啦~

也是好吃到~~~~~~~~~~~~~~好吃死掉xD

后来就走走吃吃, 有够饱的

接着就买面包回家咯^^很开心啊吃面包

你知道吗?世界上最幸福的事就是可以吃面包~啊哈哈哈哈xD

回到家很累啊

冲了凉就看天才冲冲冲, 有够白目的啊哈哈哈

还有睡觉前就做面膜

原本20分钟就要拿掉了的

结果我累到睡着鸟==

半夜三点冷醒来

就把面膜丢去旁边然后继续睡觉

结果因为太冷的关系吧, 我发噩梦T^T

你知道吗?那个梦很恐怖很恐怖

我7点多醒来时在那里哭到很大声==有够白目的==

PS:顺上:不可以说出去叻==不然我会死到很惨==

第一天大概就是这样了啦~

哈哈xD

照片迟点放上来/ I will upload the pic later cause I forgot to bring my camera' USB==

要想我啊^^

还有~

冬至快乐```HAPPY TANGYUAN FESTIVAL (eeling教的xD)

^^大家要吃16粒汤圆哦^^快高长大^^

祝来年的一年里大家都平平安安~福气又安康xD

照片

最近都没更新部落
只能说我最近心情不好很好
原本想要写写最近的生活
可是实在不行
没心情用电脑
不过在这里分享几张自恋照

recently I din blogging
it is because I am in down mood lar xD
actually want to write about the things that happen recently
but really can't
I din have the mood to use computer
BUT
here I am sharing some photo for you all xD


smile:))微笑


shunyi```sunshine```小舜```阳光```


emo xD```凶```


pink rock```粉红摇滚```


love this so much yeah```最爱这张xD```


最近朋友没写部落==
小雪她们是时更新了一大堆小说
爱情小说啊（这个啊有点彷徨）
哈哈
下线去咯xD

给顺上^^

好朋友要老一岁了哟


***生日快乐***


原本还打算看以下明天可不可以要求妈妈载我下去帮你一起庆祝的

可是你要去马六甲T^T


没关系
有这个心意就对了吧?
呵呵^^
很抱歉哦你去年的礼物今天才拿到
抱歉啦>.< 哈哈很傻眼吧=.=

今年的礼物还没想到叻~
所以叻你就慢慢等吧
不过是无限期得等因为我还没想到


好啦
我炫耀完我的友情了哈哈哈
下线咯
我爸爸鸟人了=.=


要坚强哦^^

Bad mood and Friendship

Today I decide to type this article in English. Ya, just because I am down and want to say some gopssips about others. I know clearly that those people will lazy to read a lot of alphabets that make them so dizzy. Am I right? :))

Just wanna tell you all that today I really in bad mood. Really. All the days I was thinking about how to type this article in perfect English and also in right grammar. I admit that my English really poor. Shit. However I decide to improve my English level by reading English novel. And of coarse, I choose the Twilight saga. :)) Damn nice. You must go and have a read too. Besides, you must go and see the Twilight saga's movie. Oh my god! Robert Pattinson who acts as Edward is damn handsome and nice! He has a too perfect face, musical voice, romantic and so on. :)) I fall in love with him. xD

Well, I really can't force myself to like him. Just usual like but not the love ok? Don't think too much=.= He is a guy, younger than me, always pretend himself, and always says that there was nobody can know what was in his mind. Actually, I know it well. However, his style makes me so uncomfortable and I keep myself away from chatting with him. Chat with him is really bore. Oh ya, but he has his strong point. However that was the only one strong point which I can found from him. futhermore, he always says other childish and make me fell strongly that he is the person who most babyhood=.= In short, I have my wrong also because I am now criticise him and say bad words about him. Am I right? xD

Don't talk about him again. It just make me disgusting. Today I think many things. Many until I think while I am cutting the vegetable, bathing, and watering the grass. I try to keep myself clear-headed. It was hot today. I wear a cotton T-shirt which has the word: I ❤ LIFE. The word is really ridiculous. I whisper to myself: what actually FRIENDSHIP is? I think I get the answer from a friend message today. Well, it is extremely hurt for me to accept those words. Those wrods jus cut into my heart like a sharp knife. I always keep myself away from the knife. Again and again. It is no use. What is the turth is he just keeps to hurt me again and again, with those cruel and brutal words. I always tell myself that it is never mind, forget it, forget it. I think I am extremely a good and soft-hearted person. But now, What I can realise is I must be strong to fight against those words and pretend not to sad. I must always wear the mask and try to smile with eveyone as I could. Obviously, it is a big project, right?

I am fortunately that I meet Jing Wen, Larkie, Peter Wong, Siew Yoek, Jamie, Yee Gi, Shun Shang, Xing Heng, Kawee and my dear cousins. they let me know what the true friendships is. We face harship, sadness, happiness, challenge together. We solve the problems together; We encourage each other; We laugh together; We cry together and so on. I am glad I have the accompany from you all. You are my support. It is the lot. We meet, so we must cherish each other. I love you all and cherigh you all. I hope you all also treat me like that in the way I treat you all. Just wanna say Thank You my dear friends.

That is all what I think throughout today. I know: Tomorrow will always better :))