sometimes

sometimes I really feel down
I am not happy
I worry this worry that
always worry others until I forget myself

sometimes I really feel lonely
every times just me stay alone in the house
sometimes for half day, sometimes for whole day

when you back, I study and then sleep
when I wake up, you sleep

I can't find a equilibrium position in the house
it is too tired

you know
I always smile
I always pretend not to sad

it is really very tired
and I also don't know how to show the real me in front of you

yes I know
you care me
but not in the ways I want and wish
the ways you care me are too cruel
you always think of yourself
you always don't admit you false

so, how?
who admit the false?
ME....

sigh...
just want to type in English
but I think got a lot of grammar mistakes right?
hehe^^


never mind then
just want to type my feel out
and try to grab some new air through blogging

my dear friends
I miss u all

goodnight and have a nice dream for you all.
I am going to study for my exam
it is the last day
hooray^^